♥ Tuesday, November 11, 2008
My Complicate Life ♥
great.i have this syndrome of feeling down coming back again.haha.
i wonder why is it so hard for me to be chosen as a good friend.
i really don't know.i've always tried to be nice to everyone,
but nobody seem to really like me.
i mean treat me as a friend that they can count on.
can't i be trusted? do you think i'm fake?
have i ever hurt you? or did smth wrong?
idk.i really don't know.i wish i know what's wrong wif me,
so that i can at least change and be a worthy friend.
my heart hurts looking at others being trusted soo much.
i feel like crying.i really do.but tears won't do anything.
nothing will change.and i'll still be in the same place,
longing to be a friend whom someone can share their secrets,
trust their stories in my hands, and never be bored to spend their time wif me.
however, if you ask me if i have any bestie,
i sure do.i have great best friends whom i know will stand beside me,
wherever i am, and whenever i'm down.
i trust them with all my hearts, i always try to share wif them every stories that i have.
i am truly blessed for having them as my friends.and i will never let them go.
i love you lots my dear besties [yes, you fruit family], and i miss you sooo much right now.
the place where i belong.
♥ My World My Life
2:45 PM
