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♥ Friday, February 25, 2005

My Complicate Life ♥

Haha..Silly title.This past few weeks I had been very tired and lazy.Haiz..Wat shld I do?I really cant handle this anymore.A lot of HW and PW havent finish yet!Shit la.Want to kill me ahh?Never think how would you feel if you are me?Hehz.

Anw I just read her blog.I felt very sad.Anyone..Please dont hurt her anymore.Her feelings.Her physicall appearance or watever it called.I know I cant change anything if that's the way God wants.I realised that I cant do anything for you that can make you feel better cuz..You seemed doesnt care abt me.You dont really appreciate of what I have done for you.You ignored me like she ignored you.Why? Why cant I do smth to you?Why you dont want me to help you?This is really unfair.Argh..Hate it.

Okay..I need to change now.I mean cant be lazy anymore.But how?I just feel wanted to relax.Hehs.I al dun understand wat am I talking abt?Rubbish.Error.My english is not good so..yeah the grammar is all over the place.Messy.Tmr shld be a nice girl.Do all the HW then can relax?Can I do this?Can Can..God please guides me.Amen.=))

I think I shld rest and go to sleep now.Feel sleepy alr and tired somemore.GuD NiTeZ (Luying)..Have a nice dream.I'll always pray for you.Miss you so much!Believe me..I always want the best for you.Take care.*hugs*

~JaNeT~

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2:25 PM

♥ Monday, February 21, 2005

My Complicate Life ♥

Hmm..I still feel that it was a dream.Hey!Wake up Janet.It was a reality.It was real.You were not dreaming.I am full of happiness now.Finished my History PW liao and because of yesterday also.Taking pic wif Luying.Haha.Damn happy.Whee!=)) Err but I guess I still have a lot of things to study for CA and D&T PW to do.Hehs..Why life can be so stress?I am really tired of it but I believe that there's a way which can help me to lighten this.Yes you're the one.Just care more about me,msg me everday,call me if you would like to..These will help me.Everything single thing that involves you make me happy.Haha.Rubbish la me.x) Okay gtg now..Sleep.I'm very tired and sleepy.Nitez..

~JaNeT~
Do I fall in love with you?

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3:40 PM

♥ Sunday, February 20, 2005

My Complicate Life ♥

Geez what a beautiful day today!This is one of the nicest day I ever have.Whee..I went PS and took photo wif LuYing.She was wearing black jacket.She hugged me when we were taking photo.So nice..I felt very comfortable when she put her hand around me.Erm how should I said what she did?Hug or put her hand ard me?*confused* Anw I felt warm near her.She darn cute lorh.What a happy day.Love today..Although now I feel stress of how am I going to finish all my HW and PW?GtG now.Must do HW yeah!=)

~JaNeT~
LUYING RAWKZ

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12:55 PM

♥ Wednesday, February 16, 2005

My Complicate Life ♥

The history project make me feel darn stress.I don't know how to do and how to finish it by tmr.Hehs..Anw,I realised smth when I read smth.Someone wrote someone feelings of what someone expected from sumone but someone never realised that want I expected from someone is the same as want someone expected from sumone.=)
Haha..Funny lorh.What we want are the same.But we are expected it from different person.Okay Okay..Gtg now.Do HW and PW.Wish me luck.GBM.

~JaNeT~

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12:25 PM

♥ Tuesday, February 15, 2005

My Complicate Life ♥

...HaPpY VaLenTiNe's DaY...

Yepp...Today is Valentine's Day.Received quite a lot of candies and chocolates.Of course from my classmates.Sam,Celine,Alyssa Chua,Alyssa Peter,Shirley..One from choir girl which is Pei Yi.Then I also got a cute pink doll from my dearest grandma.=) Thx a lot grandma.I love you loads..Miss you!

~JaNeT~

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10:40 AM

♥ Monday, February 14, 2005

My Complicate Life ♥

===> BeTe
===> BoSeN
===> sTreSs
===> GiLa kaLi y?
===> PuSinK
===> KanGeN
===> LoNeLy
===> ConFuSeD
===>HoPiNg
===> WaiTiNg
===> ThiNkiNg

KnOw wHaT?
I jUsT rEaLisEd soMeThiNg..
I aM nOt tHat sTroNg!
I NeeD sOmeOne wHo wOnT LeaVe mE aLoNe
wiLL hUg mE TighT
heLp mE wHeN I NeeD hIm/hEr
CaN uNdersTanD mE
wHoM I caN TrusT
I caN feeL SaVe wHen sHe/He iS beSiDe mE
wiLL I fiNd yOu?WheN?WheRe?hoW?
I'll bE waiTiNg FeR yOu aS LoNg aS I caN..
FrieNds FoReVeR!=)

~~~~~~~~~~JaNeT~~~~~~~~~~
#17

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5:25 AM

♥ Sunday, February 13, 2005

My Complicate Life ♥

Mom and grandma went back to Jakarta today.Darn sad..Feel lonely without them.But dun worry!Still have a lot of friends and I will be able to see my fam again next month.=) Went out wif Lupita today.Haha we went a lot of shops.Shops everwhere..Sengkang,Bishan and PS.Lupita said it's called "World Shopping Day" (??).Yippee.Got to see Luying today at PS.She's working.So cute..She looked very very very cute and nice in the long sleeve.Haha.Erm dunno wat else to write.I guess this is the most messy from other entries.I am crazy.Tis is due to the loneliness I feel right now.Gosh..It have been such a loooooooong time since I update my blog.Anw LuYiNg RaWkZ!!!!!!!=)))

~JaNeT~

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12:21 PM

♥ Tuesday, February 01, 2005

My Complicate Life ♥

Yeap..Mom and grandma came last Sat.Miss them so much alr.=p They will be here until 12 Feb.So fast..I guess this is not enough for me.Huehehe..Okay.Yesterday I dreamt smth really nice.Somemore,this dream made me wanna see someone in my dream.I darn miss her lorh..How How How?Hehs..But actually I don't dare to meet her.Then she'll be thinking smth.Hmm should I ask my mom to go to PS?=p Okay wanna do HW.Guess I have not update my blog for a very long time.Okay..Gtg now.Must study hard!Make my parents proud of me.=p GBM and GBU all.

~JaNeT~
MissYouMissYouMissYouMissYouMissYouMissYouMissYouMissYouMissYouMissYou

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