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the princess


axnraela tenaj atiayd odsiwunao
17 april 1991
sophomore
Bellevue Community College

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meet her prince charming
make her parents proud
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sheila
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fruit family
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

My Complicate Life ♥

yeah!!finallyicanplaytennisagain!
ijustfinishedplayingtenniswifmysister.
thecourt??weplayedinmycondo'stenniscourt.
actuallymysisbookedforherandherfriendtoplay.
however,herfriend'smomdidn'tallowhertogo.
shesaidourhouseistoofar.haha.wadever!lol.
yupp.somysisandiusedthecourtinstead.
weplayedfrom4-5pm.itwasfun!ilovetennis.
haha.ithinkmysishasimprovedalot.herservicewasgood.
hertechniqueisgettingbetteriguess.it'sjustthatshe's lackofstamina.
goodjobsis!allthebestforyourtournamentwhichiscumingsoon.hehe.
sinceshejoinedtennisasherCCA,ireallywantedtojoinalso.toobadigotchoirasaCCA.
actuallychoir'snotbadalso.idoenjoysinging.lol.doi?hmm..
hehs.tmri'mhavingtuitioninthemorning.thelastonebeforehols.englishtuition.
haventdotheHWyet.omg!how?guesstonightbetterhurryupanddo. ((:
err.wadshldiwrite?ohh.weplayedsinglejustnow.iwonherby4-3.
wewererplayingthelastgamewhenaguywho'sgonnausethecourtafteruscamein.
weendedatdeuce.haha.ifiwinthegame,i'llwintheentiregames.ifiloose,wearetie.haha.
okayy.shallstophere.goingoutlaterwifmymomandsisfordinner.hehe.
it'ssurprisingthatmymominvitedustohavedinneratpastamania.yummy!
ohhandbtw,mel'sgoingbacktobatamtoday.ithinkwifhermomandheraunt.nicehuh.
ialsowannagobackjakartasoon.thesoonerthebetter.hehehe.kae.shldreallystopnow.gtg!
adios. ((:

janet.
- iwanttoturnbackthetime.iwanttochangethedecisionthati'vemadewhichcausemetolooseu.



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Friday, May 26, 2006

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rahhh!
imessedupmylife.AGAIN.
thisisthedunnohowmanytimesthatiregretedinwadihavedone.
hehs.ijustcanthelpme.
'sesalkemudiantidakberguna'
iguessit'sbetternottotalkandthinkabtitanymore.
buthey!wait!thisismyblog.icanwriteanythingiwant.
mytoughtsandmyfeelings.hahahaha.
idunnowhyifeltthatiamunwanted.
ithinkmyparentslovemysisterbetter.hehs.
ihavesomeevidences.soididn'tlie.ijustwontwritewadarethoseevidences.
todayswasthelastNDPstudentleaderstraining.
itwasfun.quitetiringthough.weweredismissedatard2++pm..
amigonnamissthesetrainings?haha.yes.iguessso.
thereisthisonecutearmyguy.haha.woots!carefuljanet.
someonemayseethis.malu!malu!
butithinkthatguyiskindanotfriendly.hahaha.nvm.he'scute.andkindahandsome. x)
todaeismyguardian'sburfdae.sheinvitedherwardsandwewenttoayampenyetfordinner.
itwasnicebutminewasspicy.argh!myfaceturnedred.mytonguegotburnt.lol.
amiexaggeratingittoomuch?haha.
hmm.igotbackmyreportbooktoday.myresultsaretotallysucks.
myclasspositionisevenworse.shallnotwriteabtit.
let'schangethetopic.ohh.sasawasoneoftherepresentativeinthendpstdleaderstraining.
wechattedalotduringthelunchbreak.wekindahaveanostalgia.haha.
itwasfunman.imissmypasttimeloads.hoho.
okayy.gtgnow.iwannawatchfilmsinyoutube.hehe.
imissmybesties.itseemsasifit'sbeenalongtimesinceitalkedtothem.
eventoughimetshirleyinthemorning. x)
yeah!i'mgoingbackindosoon.jakarta!hereicum..hahaha.solamecan.
oops.haventtoldmybestiesinjakartathati'llbegoingbackon3rdjune.
okayy.shallmsgthemlater.ifirmb.((:
er.iforgotthatistillhaveonebigproblem.
isignedupfortheperfumeworkshopthingy.
andtheteacherinchargeallocatemygrouptocumon2ndJune.
icant!ihavendpcombinedrehearsalsincoralsecsch.howhow?idielarh.
msgohwontallowme.caniachangethedayto30thMay?please..helpme!hehs.
iguessi'lljustseehowit'sgonnabe.takecareeverybody!((: muackss..


janet.-mylifeisamess.itissomiserable.wth!



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Thursday, May 25, 2006

My Complicate Life ♥

hmm.i was tired and sleepy rite now but decided to blog.haha.
yesterday,today and tmr.
yes.three tiring but fun consecutive days.
elsa,me,siqi,jigyuan,and odelia have NDP student leaders training.
the training started at 8.30 am to 5.00 pm.
the dance studio was cold!!
but after we danced,we sweated and felt hot.
cold.hot.cold.hot.
they gave me headache. and now my right leg is aching.hehs.
haha.stop complaining janet!!lolz.
however, the trainings were fun!
singing and dancing.yepp.that's what we did.
mrs silver mc cally is nice.but she can be fierce too.
we have to have discipline of course.
okayy.i guess it's enough.

wahh.next week will be super tired.
one whole week i'll be having NDP rehearsals.
we,std leaders will have to teach our choir girls the dances that we've learnt.
29-31 May 2006 will be choir camp.
i just hope that it will be super fun.hehe.
then on 1-2 June 2006 will be the combined rehearsals at choral sec sch.
and i will be going back on 3rd June! hoorayy!
haha.finally i can go back to my hometown.
i miss my hometown,my friends and my fam loads. ((:
but i'll need to cum back to spore early at 18 June 'cause i have NDP rehearsals.
ohh and yeah.english oral exam on 20th June.
hah.i'm scared.nervous.hope i'll pass.so far i only just pass my sec 1&2 EL oral exams.
must try my best yeah!?

alrite.i think i better do my tuition HW and sleep.
need loads of energy and stamina for tmr's training.
haha.nitez everyone! ((:


janet. -ineedyousopleasecumbacktome.ipromisei'llbegood.i'llbewaitingforyoualways.myheartisopenforyouanytime.



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Saturday, May 20, 2006

My Complicate Life ♥

heyy.
yepp it's me.
rahh.i am superr boredd.lolz.
my mom is in singapore actually.haha.

hoamm.yay!
exams are over.
i am so darn happy.hahaha.
yeah.tell me.who loves exams?
maybe none.maybe there is. ((:

rahh.wat am i talkin abt.
crapp.haha.
anw i am not really happy wif my results so far.
they are sucks! yeah they do.
hehs.i guess my parents are disappointed.
sorry mom,dad.
i will try my best again in the next SA.
i dunno why but it's just that i have lost my mood.
nothing heat me up to study even harder.
my mind isn't strong anymore.bleahs.
what shld i do? )):

holidays are cuming.
and i dunno whether i can go back or not.
hehs.so sad.i really miss my hometown.
somemore, there's EL oral exam on 20th June.
sucks.why must we have it during hols?
again.my mind is filled wif lotsa things.
scaredd.for results.EL oral.and NDP training.
yes.our sch (choir) is joining NDP.
i bet we'll have lotsa rehearsals during the hols.
my luck.my fate.SIGH!

yesterday was fun.
went out wif mel and shir.
so fun! we laughed a lot.
hmm.wonder when was the last time i laughed that much.
haha.my stomach was pain.couldn't stop laughing.
i am so in love wif my besties.haha.lolz.

ohh.btw i am broke.superr.ha.
and i watched innocent steps this morning.
it was nice.cool! ((:
my bf is type B was okayy too.
i just love romance.love story.wif happy ending of course!
i think there isnt anything left to write.
i shall go now.
bye!

janet. -stillfindinmymisterright!



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Sunday, May 07, 2006

My Complicate Life ♥

ugh!
today is sunday.
hah. i havent study for my SA tmr.
die larh.. later i have tuition at 4 o' clock.
yepp.after my sista.
i read the novels that i borrowed longggg time ago frm my besties.
both stories are nice but i prefer miss cupid.
haha.it was interesting.love can be troublesome huh. ((:
i dunno why but i just like romance.
is it because i am a teenager? oopps. x)


ahhh!
kamu tega banget sich?
gw kaget d pas liat *** kamu.
kejamm!
i never done that to you.
why would you be thick skin?
knp sich harus ikut campur urusan gw?
knp pengen sok tahu and sok kenal?
emank gw pernah gitu ke tmn2 loe?
bete.. kejam.kejam.
knp semua org begitu kejam sama gw?
emank gw salah ap?
oke.klo emank gw byk dosa ke org2, gw minta maaf.
hehs.capek d gw.kamu tiap kali bikin kesel.
mana ga bs diandalkan.pengen balik d ke masa2 sec 1.
haiz.time flew darn fast.bleahs.let's not talk abt it.

aghh.weekends yg membosankan.
mel and shir hilank entah kmn.
mereka ga bs dihubungin.sedih.
i feel kinda lonely without them.
really.i will look totally different without them.
i guess they are the ones who bring more life into my life.
do you get what i mean?
yes.you can see me smile happily and cheerfully when they are ard me.
of course there are other ppl who can make me laugh.
my angel,my family,etc. ((:
okayy.gtg.lazy to type alr.syalalala.
i must not slack.but i just cant resist this feeling.die!
one word. DIE!



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Saturday, May 06, 2006

My Complicate Life ♥

-> one memorable day! yay! 15.04.06



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My Complicate Life ♥

yuhuuu! haha. my presents '06.
- sam+ jaime
- shir + anita
- mel + lupi



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I LOVE MY ANGEL! ((:



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-> me and my ama! a.k.a my besties mel.



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-> in shirley's hse!
-me.my lil's sista.my cupid-



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My Complicate Life ♥

* dream *
.shawn-mel-me-joshua.



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My Complicate Life ♥

1. I love you not because of who you are,
but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears,
and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is
to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman,
who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people,
before meeting the right one,
so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you,
so what you have to do is keep on trusting and
just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are
before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

I LIKE THESE WORDS/SENTENCES.THEY KINDA GIVE ME STRENGTH.



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My Complicate Life ♥

happy birthday ayek! 06.05.2006
haha.hope you have a wonderful birthday!
and hope that all your wishes my come true!
take care..

hmm.exams are ard the corner.
nahh.actually exams have started.
and i am not prepared.die!
btw today mel never online. )=
wonder what is she doing now.
shir went online this morning.
then she gtg alr and never cum online again.
i am bored.are they studying alr? wahh.
envy them.where is my dilligentness?
where does it go? where is it hiding? what is it doing?
i must go find it asap. x)

yay!
i have a new family.
just for fun btw.
my angel - LUPITA
my cupid - SHIRLEY
my smilling partner - BERNIE
my ama? LOL - MELISSA
my koko - VENGKY
and oh well.
of course my lil' sista - SHEILA
err. i want a lucky star and a jie jie. ((:
anyone? haha.
I LOVE THEM.



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