♥ My Complicated Life

♥ Thursday, June 29, 2006

My Complicate Life ♥

school was good so far.
i can still handle the work that were given by the teachers.
i guess because it's still the first week since the sch was reopen.
so the HW aren't a lot YET.
i got a new chem teacher.i forgot what's her name. xP
and ms sim is taking over CME frm ms lee. :))
the sec 1-3 will be going to perform on 1st July at National Stadium.
yupp.for the SYF opening ceremony of course.
i'm not going as i am in NDP choir.
and i won't be going to the stadium on 1st July 2006 either.
haha.why?coz i have NDP rehearsal frm 9am-10pm on the next day.
so..i shall rest on saturday.rite?LOL.

rahh!argh!
i'm having sore throat rite now.
yesterday afternoon i was a bit dizzy.
my temperature was a bit high also.
luckily today i feel much better and was able to go to sch.
however,the impact is that my throat feel itchy and caused me to cough and cough.
and worst,it's pain when i swallow my saliva or any liquid.haha.haiz.
it's like there's smth 'yang mengganjal' in my throat. x))

fine.shall not talk any further.
ohh.cant wait to see my besties' new hair..haha.
they went to cut their hair at clippers this afternoon.
unfortunately,i cant accompany them.
this sore throat larh.make me uncomfortable.hehs.
cya tmr besties! =) lurves ya! muahaha.
gtg guys.

~aprilbabywholovespinkandone-seven.

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6:21 PM

♥ Monday, June 26, 2006

My Complicate Life ♥

THE START OF THE NEW TERM.YEPP.TERM 3. =)
haha.that's all i want to say.gtg.there are other things to do which are more impt.

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5:21 PM

♥ Friday, June 23, 2006

My Complicate Life ♥

RAHHH!
i am super bored right now.
feeling so lonely and empty.
i really miss my parents.
wanna stay longer with them.
argh..i feel like crying now. ))':
and school is starting soon!
got to study again.doing tonnes of HW.
losing my freedom.haixxz.
i didn't rmb that i ever hate sch when i was in primary.
i bet i love going to sch at that time.
of course,the HW weren't as many as now.
but there were more lessons after sch that i had to take.
piano lessons,english lessons,tennis,etc.
my schedule was sooo tight.i was so busy.
i dunno why,but i was still having fun.
i still have my freedom even though it was school days.
and the best part was during the holidays.
there were no HW.TOTALLY!
i think the sch hols were not as long as in here.
but i enjoyed them much more than the hols here.
i really miss those time.and the great friends i have back then.
doesn't mean that my friends here are not nice.
they are NICE.really.it's just that..hehs.i dunno how to say it.
anw 3 more days and i'll start to suffer again. )x
bleahs.got to go for choir later at 1.30 pm.it'll end at ard 5.30 pm.
hmm..i bet it'll be kinda boring.mrs lim will be coming.
she's our conductor.i know she's good.
however,sometimes i found her boring.hehe.
well,i think i better get prepared now or i'll be late for the practice.
ohh.last but not least,i had sooo muchh fun yesterday.
walking ard with my besties.watching movie which was so great.
it's been a while since we did that.walking ard orchard together.
rite besties!? ((: I LOVE THEM.A LOT!
ohh no.suddenly all of these reminds me that i haven't finish my HW.
yeah.tuition HW and sch hols HW.i haven't read geo textbook yet.
and i still have lotsa thing that i never finish since long time ago.
DIE! I'M DEAD.
shld i do it tonite? rahhh! i dunno.see my mood.
i just cant do things when i'm feeling depressed and frustated.
wanna knoe by what? by loneliness.emptiness.lacking of love!? haha.
hell no!i knoe my parents love me very much.and so does my sister.
and i have to trust my friends that they also love me.LOL.
it's just that sometimes they don't show it.or say it.
haiya.gtg alr.haha.i think i wanna relax after the choir pract.
tmr will be a looongg day.NDP rehearsals from 9.30 am - 10 pm.
it'll be in either indoor or national stadium.cant rmb.hehe.
I LOVE YOU, MOM!
I LOVE YOU, DAD!
I MISS YOU, MOM!
I MISS YOU, DAD!
err.i sounded like a crybaby yeah? nvm.
ohh btw there's smth missing rite? yes? no? haha.
the answer is yes.here's the missing part..
I LOVE YOU, LIL' SISTA!
I MISS YOU, LIL' SISTA! x)

- janet.
i am nothing without YOU ~ empty and helpless.
it was the biggest mistake that i've ever made to let go off YOU.

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11:55 AM

♥ Monday, June 19, 2006

My Complicate Life ♥

HOMESICK!
one word to describe my feeling rite now.
STRESS!
another word also to describe my feeling rite now.

okayy.shldn’t talk abt the reason behind it.
a lot of things have been happening recently.yeap.holidays.
i don’t really enjoy this june holidays.
it’s so short! i was only able to go back to my hometown for 2 weeks. )):
i guess i’ll take a little while to adapt to the situation here.
yes.the life where there are no parents staying with me.
heyy! doesn’t mean that my parents are dead or smth okayy!!!
it’s just that they are in indonesia whereas me, in singapore.
have english oral exam tmr.so scared.argh!GBM.
my sis hasn’t come back yet to singapore.
she’s coming back on 25 june.great sis! you’re luckier than me this time round. ((:
wahh! i’m not prepared for the school reopen.
well, i promised my dad that i will use my ability and talent maximally.
got to change my lifestyle then! (=

noooooooo! i’m sooo lonely now.
mel! shir! help me! x)
i think shir’s coming back tmr.
mel is here, but we just haven’t got a chance to meet.
miss them huh.yepp.can’t help it. ^^

haha.i think i better stop now before i’m getting lamer and start talking rubbish.
hope that this coming semester will be fun and manageable for me.
ohh btw somebody’s getting tanner.haha.no harm.no hidden meaning.
mel, i know you will think of smth if i write this.
let me tell you again, I AM STRAIGHT. muahahaha.

-alexandrajanetadityaadisuwono
FAMILY : FATHER AND MOTHER I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE MY FAMILY.I MISS THEM ALREADY!
ALSO MY BIG FAMILIES.
I REALLY DO AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE THEM.
TRUST ME.I’M NOT LYING.. >.<

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7:03 PM