♥ Thursday, November 27, 2008
My Complicate Life ♥
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SIS! lovess.since you love blue so much, i shall use blue color for this post(:first of all, wishing you all the best in your studies & future endeavours.may all you dreams and wishes come true(:smoga tambah cantik, tambah pinter, sehat & sukses selalu.jg makin sayang dan nurut sama mama papa.hehehe.I LOVE YOU soo muchh sis, and IMU right now.thanks for being a wondeful sister.and i'm really glad that you are my sister and not anyone else(:although we may fight a lot, but our relationship can never be broken.you're my best friend, my treasure and my source of happiness(:without you my life won't be complete.well, of course i do have other people that makes my life perfect xDD,but i just want you to know that you are one of them.and you will always be(:once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!tell me about your trip to cambodia later kayys(:for now, have a good rest and sleep(: sweet dreams.i know you must be exhausted.hehe.XOXO.next, i would also like to wish my friend who has the same birthday as my sis.'' HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ANDRYAN!((: "i hope you like the gifts from us.it came from our hearts,especially made for you to let you know what good friends are. ^^i know the surprise party was kinda a failure, but i hope you had fun(:enjoy your birthday and have a blast!:Dhaha.back to my story..haven't been able to blog for a while.BUSY, and i guess i was kinda lazy too.LOL.anw, i'm having 4 days thanksgiving holidays right now :Dso, HAPPY THANKSGIVING everyone!well, i won't be able to enjoy the hols till i finish my application & PS.and i still have many HW to be done.i need to use the time wisely!!hehehe.ohh well.i'll find a way to get on task, get things done and enjoy myself(:gonna have dinner this afternoon at my hostmom's daughter's hse.
TURKEY DINNER! i'm excited for my very 1st thanksgiving dinner.haha.
my hostmom's daughter have a great house i tell you.nice and big.there is a backyard, big dining room, big recreation room, and a games room!haha.and i love hailey's room! it is well decorated with pink stuffs! xDi wish i could have mine make over like her.hehe.btw, i really need to learn to speak up!and be more carefree.haha.idk what's wrong wif me.why am i so shy and so not fun to be with? hehe.i better get going now. ttyl! love you bitches. -> what paris hilton likes to say.i'll post some pictures laterr.coz i didn't use my camera,so will have to wait till my friends post them(:
why do you seem to ignore me? i'm hurting because of you.
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11:17 AM
♥ Friday, November 14, 2008
My Complicate Life ♥
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7:12 AM
♥ Tuesday, November 11, 2008
My Complicate Life ♥
great.i have this syndrome of feeling down coming back again.haha.
i wonder why is it so hard for me to be chosen as a good friend.
i really don't know.i've always tried to be nice to everyone,
but nobody seem to really like me.
i mean treat me as a friend that they can count on.
can't i be trusted? do you think i'm fake?
have i ever hurt you? or did smth wrong?
idk.i really don't know.i wish i know what's wrong wif me,
so that i can at least change and be a worthy friend.
my heart hurts looking at others being trusted soo much.
i feel like crying.i really do.but tears won't do anything.
nothing will change.and i'll still be in the same place,
longing to be a friend whom someone can share their secrets,
trust their stories in my hands, and never be bored to spend their time wif me.
however, if you ask me if i have any bestie,
i sure do.i have great best friends whom i know will stand beside me,
wherever i am, and whenever i'm down.
i trust them with all my hearts, i always try to share wif them every stories that i have.
i am truly blessed for having them as my friends.and i will never let them go.
i love you lots my dear besties [yes, you fruit family], and i miss you sooo much right now.
the place where i belong.
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2:45 PM
♥ Sunday, November 09, 2008
My Complicate Life ♥
a few words to describe today.1) FUN!2) BANKRUPT!!!3) COLD!freezingg.haha.yepp.in the end i spent the whole day outside.after church, ate dim sum for lunch.it was YUMMY!haha.it was satisfying.and I was so FULL.then we went to westfield south center mall for shopping! haha.spent almost 3 hours at forever XXI.haha.marcia, michelle k, michelle w, and stella each at least bought a coat.while i just walked ard and accompanied them.hehe.but..i then bought a dress at H&M.it was cute.i can't help it.and it was on sale too! LOL.so decided to buy it.afterwards we ate red mango frozen yoghurt,before picking up andryan and went to downtown seattle.was trying to go to Queen Anne Park to enjoy the view of seattle at night.at first we got lost and found a small park.but we eventually found the Queen Anne Park.took some photos and was trying to enjoy the view.dinner at WASABI BISTRO, sushi!it's been some time since the last time I ate sushi.hehe.it was really really really good and EXPENSIVE.it cost $23 per person.sigh))):i am TOTALLY broke right now.i really need to start saving from now onwards.okayy. i guess that's all for today(:wanna rest and hopefully tmr i can finish as many HW as possible. xPttyl!:D
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11:17 PM
♥ Saturday, November 08, 2008
My Complicate Life ♥
today is LOVE! :Dalthough many things happened on this day.haha.like first, we accompanied michelle for her TOEFL test.andryan and caca came to my homestay ard 11.30pm last night.while he and michelle were sleeping, me and caca stayed awake.i tried to do some of my HW, and caca was playing computer(:we went panic at abt 2.30am after i woke michelle up.i mean, we started thinking abt the weird test schedule.it was gonna be at 5am in the morning.but anw, we still made our way there ard 3.15am.unfortunately, on the highway, we got a ticket for speeding.haha.the sheriff/cop was so watever la.he was like, "why were you speeding and then still drove past by me?"and before andryan could answer, he said "because you want a ticket!"errr..okayy.i tink he was just pissed off for the fact that we drove past him.LOL.anw, when we reached the test place, which is Pacific Lutheran University,the campus safety was like saying that the TOEFL test would be at 8am.so we went back to the car and slept there.haha.did catch a good sleep for abt 2 hrs though.in the end, the TOEFL test only started at 10am.i am glad that michelle's name was on the list, which means,our efforts so far didn't go into waste((:while michelle took the test, marcia-andryan-and I went to denny's for breakfast.hahaha.felt kinda bad, but we were hungry.i guess.or not really.haha.but we went straight back to the university after breakfast.and again, tried to catch some sleep. weren't that bad, sleeping in a car.haha.
it really felt as if we were on a road trip.haha.wish this could happen anytime soon!haha.
i brought my pillow btw! haha.although andryan took it in the end.but nvm.since i had at least finish a few HW last night, it's totally okayy to slack today. xPPafterwards, we headed back to bellevue, and then took charlie's car to north seattle.the guys were having their futsal match at 3.20pm.we came down to support them(:it was a good game i would say.though it was draw.well, at least we didn't lose.haha! :Dgood job you guys! keep up the good work(:went to crossroads for a while to hang out and for dinner.i didn't eat though.i wanna try to save some money.for my parents' birthday presents!hehe.i decided to eat at home(:here i am after reaching home from crossroads.haha.gonna take a rest tonight and hopefully, get some HW done.hehe.LOVESS.i just can't stop eating.what's wrong wif me?
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7:19 PM
♥ Saturday, November 01, 2008
My Complicate Life ♥
phew.what a day.haha.was really really tired last nite, so i woke up quite late today.hehe.then watched ep 5 paris hilton's my new bff.LOL.i kinda like the show i would say.i love brittany!and shelley is sooo sweet. :D HAHA.tried to do a few HW, but in the end, not much was done.well, at least i did smth eh.haha.went to BBQ pete or smth for an early dinner.afterwards, we went to the maris farm.the haunted woods thingy.it was supperrr scarryy okayy.but i had fun *ehem* SHOUTING, haha.it was cool.like the person who tried to scare us, their outfits are coolios.they really looked real.haha.lucky i went.i didn't regret it.although i did get scared and was holding tight to michelle and stella.sorry guys.haha.and thanks.love you((:it was raining at first, we were like OMG, gmn nich.haha.as a result, the trail was wet and muddy.ewww..bleahs. xPmy jeans and shoes are dirty)):i guess that's pretty much about today.the photos are with karen.gotta wait for her to upload them on fb.hehe.going to church tmr morning, then study and relax at home(:i have soo much things to do.as usual.haha.and i have been eating a lot lately.sigh.i tried to control my appetite, but i dunno.sometimes i just don't wanna care abt my weight.i love food, i love eating.what can i say? haha.good night.i'm exhausted.hehe.LOVESS.
we'll definitely meet someday.
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11:35 PM
