♥ Friday, June 23, 2006
My Complicate Life ♥
RAHHH!i am super bored right now.feeling so lonely and empty.i really miss my parents.wanna stay longer with them.argh..i feel like crying now. ))':and school is starting soon!got to study again.doing tonnes of HW.losing my freedom.haixxz.i didn't rmb that i ever hate sch when i was in primary.i bet i love going to sch at that time.of course,the HW weren't as many as now.but there were more lessons after sch that i had to take.piano lessons,english lessons,tennis,etc.my schedule was sooo tight.i was so busy.i dunno why,but i was still having fun.i still have my freedom even though it was school days.and the best part was during the holidays.there were no HW.TOTALLY!i think the sch hols were not as long as in here.but i enjoyed them much more than the hols here.i really miss those time.and the great friends i have back then.doesn't mean that my friends here are not nice.they are NICE.really.it's just that..hehs.i dunno how to say it.anw 3 more days and i'll start to suffer again. )xbleahs.got to go for choir later at 1.30 pm.it'll end at ard 5.30 pm.hmm..i bet it'll be kinda boring.mrs lim will be coming.she's our conductor.i know she's good.however,sometimes i found her boring.hehe.well,i think i better get prepared now or i'll be late for the practice.ohh.last but not least,i had sooo muchh fun yesterday.walking ard with my besties.watching movie which was so great.it's been a while since we did that.walking ard orchard together.rite besties!? ((: I LOVE THEM.A LOT!ohh no.suddenly all of these reminds me that i haven't finish my HW.yeah.tuition HW and sch hols HW.i haven't read geo textbook yet.and i still have lotsa thing that i never finish since long time ago.DIE! I'M DEAD.shld i do it tonite? rahhh! i dunno.see my mood.i just cant do things when i'm feeling depressed and frustated.wanna knoe by what? by loneliness.emptiness.lacking of love!? haha.hell no!i knoe my parents love me very much.and so does my sister.and i have to trust my friends that they also love me.LOL.it's just that sometimes they don't show it.or say it.haiya.gtg alr.haha.i think i wanna relax after the choir pract.tmr will be a looongg day.NDP rehearsals from 9.30 am - 10 pm.it'll be in either indoor or national stadium.cant rmb.hehe.I LOVE YOU, MOM!I LOVE YOU, DAD!I MISS YOU, MOM!I MISS YOU, DAD!err.i sounded like a crybaby yeah? nvm.ohh btw there's smth missing rite? yes? no? haha.the answer is yes.here's the missing part..I LOVE YOU, LIL' SISTA!I MISS YOU, LIL' SISTA! x)- janet.i am nothing without YOU ~ empty and helpless.it was the biggest mistake that i've ever made to let go off YOU.
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