♥ Sunday, August 07, 2005
My Complicate Life ♥
I am alone at home rite now.Everybody is going to Ci Ica's party I guess.Except me.Yeah I'm all alone.I admit it that I feel lonely but I would rather stay at home than going to the party.I am not a girl.I mean feminime.Fine!!!Argh.I really hate this kind of situation.I miss my Amsen's friends.Indo friends.They're all the best.Haha.Guess wat!?Almost all the girl who are going to Ci Ica's party are wearing black gown.I shld say that they all are very pretty.With high heel shoes somemore.I don't belongs there.I know that some of them are really nice to me but I am just lazy to go.No in the mood.No interest today.Sorry.I am so sorry..Ci Ica-> HappY sWeeT 17! bleahs.HAIZ.Mel went Brunei this morning.She'll be back in Spore on 10 August.She goes there with school.I am not going.Haha.Feel a bit lonely without her.((:Today is FLAG DAY.I was helping the Singapore Cancer Society this morning to raise fund.My school was collecting donation on the streets.There were also other schools.Persaingan yang ketat.Hehehe.Sam was cute.Haha.Dunno why.I am damn malu la.She opened my gallery [phone] and saw my pic with my sister wearing the "baju tali leher" yg diikat di leher.We took pic of our back.Damn malu can.She even said:"Nvm.Dont need to be embarrased.Pretty wat." Yeah smth abt that.She crazy ah.Wat pretty.Fat..Haha.SiYi is very annoying la.Call me 'jie jie'.Walawe.I dun wanna be your 'jie jie'.Wat kind of 'mei mei' is she if keep beating me and disturb me and mock me.Elsa is somehow better.Bleahs.I am so tired and sick of this.Okay everybody just laugh at me.Mock me.Say bad things to me.Make me feel that nobody loves me.Likes me.Cares abt me.Make me feel lonely.Dont ever bother abt me.Yeah..I am only shy fat stupid notfriendly kiasu egois blablablabla.Watever d.I really dun care.Leave me alone!!!!!Last Saturday I gave the CD to Luying.She is so cute.Haha.I have no face to go PS anymore.Malu2in..Haha.Then at night I dreamt abt her again.Hehs.When can I forget her.((:Err wat else shld I write?Dunno lar.No mood alr.Haha.I will just eat and watched VCDs/DVDs and play computer.Har Har.Bubbye..JaNeT~LoNeLy GirL~
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