♥ Monday, May 09, 2005
My Complicate Life ♥
wahh..it's been a long time since i updated my blog.actually i was lazy to update and busy with schoolwork.haha..hmm 29th of April was a nice day.mel,shir and i went out after school.we walked ard town and at lido (shaw house) we saw a couple.haha..the girl was from our school.they sat on the table in front of us.so funny..mel,shir and i were like talking so loud.we were also laughing a lot.it's been long time since we went out together and had so much fun.it was a memorable day for me.hehehehe!yesterday we went out again together.first we accompanied mel went for injection.she was soo scared can.but we were laughing went the nurse gave the injection.haha.so funny..but mel finally said that it was not pain.only a bit..((:after that we went suntec city and walk ard esplanade.i wanted to take pic..any pic!haha.it was tired but i was very happy.wat a day..then we decided to visit mel's hse.it was soo untidy but we did manage to help her tidy up her room.actuallyy i kinda like her room.dun ask me why coz i also dunno.hahahaha.haiz..my HP went dead.smth wrong with the battery.until now still cannot charged it.i am so pathetic..hehe.omg..i need to study.but why cant i have the mood to study.how how..pusink d gw.hiks hiks.hehs.mom asked me to try to book my ticket by myself.scared..nervous..i am a shy girl.can i really do it?lolz.sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad saddissapointed dissapointed dissappointedlast friday was not a very good day!ms vino was angry to us..but the worst was "she".i guess "she" really is the worst amongs her clique.i should have choosen other ppl than her.haha.but i guess i cant.as this is my fate.wat God has given to me.((:"she" really did hurt my heart.however,i guess i am the one who is too sensitive.rite!?haha..hey..i didn't mean to disturb you.have you ever have this kind of feeling?if yes then you should understand.or maybe you don't want to..i promise i will keep a distance.but what can i do?i can't forget abt you taht easily.i keep being excited abt everything that is related to you.all i want now is concentrate more on my study..and you to forgive me.i guess this is what can i do.keep a distance..disturb you less..think abt you less..and maybe try to forget you.i am sure i will be able to forget you.yeap.someday.that day will come.((:btw you rawks![in my point of view]J.a.N.e.T ((:
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